I dont know why blogging makes me so girly now.
So, today is a Saturday Morning and Im currently listening to 'Saturday Morning' by Eels. I didn't sleep the whole of last night and here i am trying my best to distract myself from sleeping so that I would not be late later on.
Things in life comes and go. The sweetest thing will be in your mind and the ugliest thing will be there forever in your memory. December here's now so we should have put the past months away and try to make the last month of 2010 a bliss. That's the exact thing im going to do now. Forget about everybody you have come to your mind or your heart, whom have hurt you and just stay strong.
Life is really confusing but love is much more worst. I messed up in life and everything is in mess. I don't have proper planning for my future, i don't have goals in life. What i got in life now is that, 'To please everyone and make my love ones happy" I forget about careers, i forget about how's life after my diploma. I never been thinking although i tried to. I keep on changing my ambitions, i struggled on letting people to trust but all i do is smile & laugh with no worries.
Love is a riddle which you need to solve.That's really hard because you always got the wrong answers and when you keep on trying and still haven't get the answers, you give up!That relates to why i always give up everything halfway. I found out the lyrics in Diane Birch Song - Rewind explain everything that i need to say here.
What happen if you like him, but you don't know he likes you and he likes you but you don't know that he likes you? That's really confusingly irritating. Damn.
I won't be blogging that much already. Just follow me on twitter.
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