Why?

I hate it when Facebook get's irritating where all you could see is people you are close to update their status to hurt your feelings or even better to make you jealous about how their life got better without you. This is what i am felling now, i felt so stupid to ever get close to people like this, come on it's Facebook and yes i know, it's general but don't you get it that you are a little too obvious about this? Totally spoilt my mood for my Thursday.

Wait, let me come and clear back my doubts, Do i even give you hopes at the first place? No, i didn't! I didn't call you baby, honey or what so ever which sound nice to you did i ?  Oh whatever, i just can't be bothered about you and the people around you. It's clear now, We are not on the same boat. Talk about me all you care.

Don't worry about me or what I do. What happens in my life has nothing to do with you.
So keep your mouth shut and stop talkin' shit, because I'm sick of your bitching and all of your bullshit!

You

I've been spendin' all my time just thinking about you. I don't know what to do I think I'm falling for you. I've been waiting all my life and now I found you. I don't know what to do I think I'm falling for you. I'm falling for you. 

TOT

From Aini Diva's Livejournal.

Have you heard? I got a schoolmate, good friend, classmate and a neighbour! 

That's how cool she is. Really. She is really Awesome :)

HAVE I NOT SAY THAT I LOVE THIS CLASS - E25B. WE HAD A VERY GREAT TIME ON THE 21 FEB - 23 FEB. HOW I WISH WE COULD STAY LONGER AS A CLASS AND HAVE MUCH MORE AWESOME TIME TOGETHER. 


DAY 1

1. Meet up with Aini, Shafiq & Izwan to shop for things at shieng shiong.
2. Then, stayed at the coffeeshop there to buy time till 4.15 and wait for Eugene
3. Make a move to Sarip's house to collect the food the mother cook
4.  Called a 7-seater cab, make a move to Changi.
5. Wait for the guest, BBQ, pictures and so on.
6. Give exchange, musical chair, and so on.
7. Night walk, meet up with khai, wen hao, faizul and Jamal.
8. Stay awake at Changi Beach till six in the morning
9. Back to chalet, sleep till 2 in the afternoon.

DAY 2

1. Woke up late, had breakfast
2. Decide to go cycling around  4pm
3. Walk to Changi Village, had early dinner then went to rent bike overnight.
4. Back to Chalet, chilled and waited for Fans to come back from drama.
5. Around 1.45 am, we start on our night riding.
6. We decided to head to Malcolm's chalet at NSRCC, 14km from our chalet
7. IT WAS DAMN SCARY.
8. Reached their place around 3 am
9. Then 3.45 am, make a move, cycle back to our chalet, around 5 we reached back.
10. HUNGRY, and cooked french toast.
11. At 7am, sleep back and have to wake up around 9.30 just to check out. 
12. Changi village, then home sweet home.

AND NOW, I AM ALREADY MISSING THEM AND CHALET!!! 

 

I dont know why blogging makes me so girly now.

So, today is a Saturday Morning and Im currently listening to 'Saturday Morning' by Eels. I didn't sleep the whole of last night and here i am trying my best to distract myself from sleeping so that I would not be late later on.

Things in life comes and go. The sweetest thing will be in your mind and the ugliest thing will be there forever in your memory. December here's now so we should have put the past months away and try to make the last month of 2010 a bliss. That's the exact thing im going to do now. Forget about everybody you have come to your mind or your heart, whom have hurt you and just stay strong.

Life is really confusing but love is much more worst. I messed up in life and everything is in mess. I don't have proper planning for my future, i don't have goals in life. What i got in life now is that, 'To please everyone and make my love ones happy" I forget about careers, i forget about how's life after my diploma. I never been thinking although i tried to. I keep on changing my ambitions, i struggled on letting people to trust but all i do is smile & laugh with no worries.

Love is a riddle which you need to solve.That's really hard because you always got the wrong answers and when you keep on trying and still haven't get the answers, you give up!That relates to why i always give up everything halfway. I found out the lyrics in Diane Birch Song - Rewind explain everything that i need to say here.

What happen if you like him, but you don't know he likes you and he likes you but you don't know that he likes you? That's really confusingly irritating. Damn.

I won't be blogging that much already. Just follow me on twitter.
www.twitter.com/Syirinnn

you now with who uh..?

WHY BOTHER ASKING?

Ask me anything

It's 29th November

11.00
Shit, the day is ending in an hour, why is it so freaking fast freaker? Hmmm

11.01
Omg, it had been a minute now, i did nothing...

11.05
Hmm, what to freaking wear yeah for tmr, and the following day.

11.08
My eyes like sleepy only but can ah, talk on the phone for awhile.

11.10
Need to hang up ah now, need to be punctual.

11.11
Hmmm, TIME'S UP! Make a wish.... maybe two wish, no three? i think i really need 11 wish now!