As i think it over again in the middle of the night,

its my fault after all,

why all this while i didnt care of others feeling,

and why im being so selfish.

thinking about me all while.

TO my cousin,Khairul Aliffi.

(thanks for realising me to it.)

i am totally sux in my own life.

i totally freak out and over-reacting in many ways.

i had a major attitude to have the world to be mine

wanting every second to think about just me and

myself.

but indeed i have feelings for them...

maybe i need to grow up to be more matured and

understand the situation which i grew in.

i have too be in a state with a happy

open mind and a open out to share.

maybe ppl thing,my opinion is only right but

i talk on what i think.

although i am a straight-forward person but i do care

of others feelings.

i felt ashamed and i feel that i couldnt see the tommorow that

await me.

Im sorry..

i aint perfect and thanks for making me realised the

fucking me(:

(im seriously not being sarcastic.)

*swear*

THEN....

here goes to danish.

*i know you are reading*

i am really sorry.

i know im being so selfish towards you.

on what you have done towards the past 3 mths

with you.

i am really sorry for just on what i treating you.

just hurting you there and ignoring you.

but what i have got to say,

we are taking our different paths

you and me are just past.

past memory lane.

which we could only remember it.

i have known you long,

and for this 5yrs or so,

i really appreciate you.

i dont believe in love and relationship.

i know i should not ignore you just like that

ignoring your calls or even msgs,

maybe it is easier to say that i screw you up.

i will be always your friend.

and we will be meeting up during Hari raya,dont we?

do believe in yourself,you are a good-for-a-thing!

i really want you to be happy

as ever.

and game maniac,i know games will make you happy.

Im really,really sorry.