Lovely Random Dinner

RANDOM MEET UP WITH THIS PRETTY GIRL AND MY VERY BEST CLOSE GIRLFRIEND!

SO WE HAD DINNER, GOSSIPS, SHARE SECRETS AND WALK BACK HOME TOGETHER.

AND CHILL AT THIS SMALL GARDEN IN THE MIDDLE OF OUR HOUSE, WHERE WE JUST GOT TO KNOW THAT IT EXISTED. LOVE CHUUUUUUU (L)

PROMOTING WHISPER AND ACNE PRODUCTS YEAH

SEE SHE PRETTY RIGHT! TOLD YOU ALDY.HEHE

IKEA

SO WHEN IKEA WITH THE AWWWWH SOME RP PEEPS FIRST IN THE HOT AFTERNOON.

WITH THEM AND PLUS ANI BOOBIES :)

WHAT'S REALLY BOTHERING ME NOW,IS EXACTLY HOW SIHA FEELS.

Something's bothering me right now. Really bothers me much. My inner sense of what is right or wrong, my inhibiting sense of what is prudent. One word to sum it all : conscience. I was lazing around, bumming aroung, when my conscience hit me hard. Really hard, that it kinda knock some sense into my head. I am always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone to let them know what is in my head and keeping it to myself. The problem is, being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen. There is only so much that only your real true bestfriends cn listen to. On the otherhand, to pretend everything is fine, that will only poison urself inside out; it is to ignore who you are and lose yourself. So, which is better? To have your friends think you are melodramatic, seeking attention and pessimistic or to drown in your mind? I honestly don't know.- Fasiha

AND I HAVE JUST LOST MY FAITH IN WHO ARE MY REAL FRIENDS.

I am really feeling so fucked up with myself.Everyone around me does know that too, My family,friends,all of them. The reason being is me. Yes, all you can blame now is me. You can say how Im being so emotional, mushy and whatsoever because at the end of the day, I will be on my very own, no one to be there to support me either my friends or the relationship i am in. I have to agree that all i have been doing leds to a miserable commitment.Why must i put all my heart and soul to certain people, interest when all you know it is only for a short period of time.




And for now, all i need to do is to wish that, im blessed with pretty kind hearted souls around me, will talk to me when im down, will pick me up when i fall,will push me hard when i dont even try and will even question how am i without being ask.




Tmr is my FTT and im not even ready and maybe some people dont even care if it is a big thing for me.
I dont give a fuck about what you guys thing about me now, because its only me and some minors who knows who am I.

NOW YOU REALLY UNDERSTAND ME?

Wednesday

I have been enjoying my life for the best weeks and now only i realised that i had waste so much time and money.Going out everyday,spend and spend and soon gonna make me broke.

and worst, My Understanding Test,are coming soon, havent even start on it and my FTT, lest in a week and i havent even study for it. So irresponsible but just put my luck on it.Hopefully im lucky to pass it.

I am the biggest fan of Blair Waldorf till i change my name in Facebook as Syirin Waldorf.

 and do I look like her? Just a little bit right.A LITTLE??

Just got back from Manhattan,At 9/8 c, the Upper East Side, it is really chilling there and guess who i took a photo with?

 *ehem ehem*

DONT ENVY K.BYE

Confession 3

I ACTUALLY HATE MY FACE VERY MUCH AND WHEN EVER I SEE MY FACE IN PHOTOS I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING AND KICKING IT REAL HARD. I DONT KNOW WHY MAYBE THEY ARE UGLY THATS WHY!

Thank god its Friday

I didn't update my blog for Friday and Saturday. I'm not pleased with myself but there's really no time. I have really no time,because when i wake up,its already afternoon,get ready go out,and then reach home late,and too tired and just when to sleep. Blah Blah Blah... and so here it goes.

We had dinner at Manhattan Fish at Marina

IGNORE MY FACE. EEEE

The Bill, the food was ok,and the price was not bad.

Starbucks Next

Then, the Macaroons from Icing Cake was really bad.

Went Baybeats for awhile then we chill at Esplanade roft top and enjoy the lovely fireworks and camwhore.

Im done, ok byeeee!