Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Nice world,is it?

Dear beautiful spammers,stop spamming others k.
Well,i dont know how that IP address can actually be the same.
Well god knows,and im to lazy ah to bother.
Heck care
AND OHH,
LALA is one of my bestfriend.She is the one who gone through ups and downs with me all the while.She is whom i need everyday and eveytime in my life.So,if anything happens to her,i will be involved or vice-versa.So,if someone accuse me of something that i did not do.
Of course,she will stand up for me cos she my BESTFRIEND (:
done,answered?

Well i just paid for those bangles from my one of the BEST(lol) cousin gf,sally!
she got a extremely interesting blogshop.
go,go view !!!
And this charm bangles cant get out of my mind
It will be arriving first week of November.
Yippy(L)
Im loving it till i bought two sets of the bangles((:
its freaking unique la.

Classmates were getting awesome.i had real fun in class!Not bad for the second week of school.
So,i need to go to school everysingle day although most of the day,
i felt like cabot class.HAHA.but i must make my parents proud of my GPA.
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Mama and I had a tiff now.Im really not happy with her.I swear she started it first.
She told me that im her only trouble child and she knew that papa will always be on my side.
She will always said that i will side papa everytime,but im just helping my dad out.
and now,she said i didnt help anything in the house ! Omg,all this while,im the one doing everything.The living rooms,our rooms,the clothes and everything cos she said she's not feeling well.And when she is well,she kept scolding me like i have no feelings or maybe im the always outgoing type and dont show any expression when she started nagging.Phewww.
but what i cant accept is she wanted papa to stop transferring money for me as it is not even near to worthy to give it to me.HELLO,its my monthly allowance,Its papa responsibility to give me and if he dont,how am i going to pay my phone bill and my transportation to school!??
Tell me la.I had to get my own money just to buy the things i want.Never did i asked you to buy for me,you are the one who sometimes offered me on something.Even,i bought my new samsung phone all by myself and only with the help of my dad who brought me to the shop.You never did see at what phone i even want.All all you said is,Ehh*,I DONT LIKE THAT KIND OF PHONE*
You want me to think of your feelings,but what do i get in return?I just hope you could read this.Its just very difficult to talk to you cos you wont just listen.When i start to tell you what i have experience just now,you will comfirm hurt me in anyway.Sometimes,you act differently when my friends are around,you treat me better.Its much more easier talking to papa,cos he listens and then advise me about something in a nicely mannered tone.He always took good care of people feelings when he talked and thats why i often tell him everything from A to Z.
From,friends to school to class to classmates.Everything but mum im so not use too,i just talked to her a little.My sister is more closer to her.In a day.my mum would only asked me have i eaten?or you havent sleep yet ah? and then she would go to sleep.Im freaking bored of this everyday although i know that she is my mother and i should react in this way.Maybe,i love her.
I know its a waste of space im writting this and all,thats why i wanna make this private.I cant stand and i need to type all this chunk out.OMG ! mum just called be sayang?Is it for real or just she is trying to be nice to me since im not going out of my room and not talking to her.
Im just sick of all this and sometimes it make me not to go home so early.Im felt so sad but i will always showed that im cheerful.Its not fun to show that you are sad,it sucks.
Hidding feelings is best.
I just need to talk to dad & he would be working 24 hrs tml.
He is making me inspired to be a firefighter now,cos its fun to see him work.
but he wont allow :(

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